DUA PILIHAN

hari tu outing pergi mines. 

dah habes exam kannn...

would miss this moment. at first i didn't really appreciate it

cause i thought there would be more plenty of time to be with them.

*makan KFC woot woot

DUA PILIHAN ?

yess.. balik rumah dari sekolah, mak kata 

"mami nak masuk kan awak kat hiraa jeram tahun depan."

then i was like speechless, belum sempat mak aku nak explain

aku dah straight to my bedroom. i locked myself in the room til dinner.

tak tahu lah kenapa aku emo sangat

then malam tu semua buat baik ngan aku. haha

pastu sebelum tidur, ayah aku kata 

"kalau awak masuk jeram, bapak bagi phone baru. samsung S3. nak ?"

i was astonished of course.

but i kept silence. dalam hati, "MANA ACI !! "

esok pon mak aku kata 

"kalau awak masuk hiraa kita pergi umrah sekali lagi

pastu pergi travel lagi without tengok awak punya result PMR."

oh god, this is worse than i thought

*miss divas. lots of love

so aku ade dua pilihan sekarang

1 - pindah sekolah, duduk asrama. jadi tahfiz. tinggal semua kawan.

dapat s3. dapat pergi jalan2, pergi umrah

2 - stay je. mak bapak sedih. dapat kawan. tak dapat pape

i asked my sisters, then they were like.

"woah ! no 1 laa !"

i asked my friends and the opposite thing happened.

"kalau anti tanye kiteorang mestilah kiteorang nak anti stay."

aww :')

  

well, ape ape pon mak aku dah daftar. tunggu tawaran je. 

kalau ade tempat aku masuk. kalau tak aku stay.

well, anyways i would miss you guys. all the moments we had

thanks for being my friends. thanks for being with me

don't forget my family. i would miss them too

tapi at least bila balik asrama still boleh jumpa

kay babai !