ALLAHU MA'AKUM

hellooooo

every Malaysian knows that yesterday, 19 dec, was 

the result day. so we all 97-ians had to go to school and cry

HAHA

no, to pick up our PMR result

mine wan't going well but i didn't cry 

bc i went alone. with my friends but without my parents

then, my mom called through ufai's and ask about it

how many A's ? i answered

but i didn't cry either. ARGH i hate myself

the thing is, when you didn't cry when you're suppose to, 

it makes you hurt more

that night i was over emotional.

i tweet my feelings

but then, for a few second

i figured out that i wasn't upset bc of my result, i thought i was

but i'm actually not. funny

but i also thought that maybe this is the best for me

bc what Allah did to us was the best. trust me

and futher more,

you just have to be happy with it.

#NoteToSelf :>

babai

EXCITEMENTS

helloooooo

excitements ? latest post was disappointments, 

and today's is excitements. aww how fair

-..-

really can't wait for tomorrow, 

bc starting tomorrow,.. i'll be meeting my friends !

8.00 am : gather at dayah

9.00 am : to my house for usrah

bla bla bla

11.00 am : cinnamon challenge with nadia :D

noon : off to mines with friends, BBW

night : sleepover at ufai's

tomorrow : diha's

night : BBQ

like OH MY GOD ! will spend this moment with laughs and joy 

 i swear !

apa apa pun, we must expect the worst, right ?

don't get too excited over one thing

or you'll be full of frustrated later on

#NoteToSelf

SABAR NANI SABAR

btw, watch this !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_q9NL0x1X4&feature=player_embedded

it's my friend's, nadia, first video.

k babai

DISAPPOINTMENTS

helloooo

disappointments. yeah

this holiday is the worst, like serious

i don't know about anyone else's holiday,

but i bet if you're me, you'll feel the same way as i am now

so, lemme start the points of why i hate my life

basically it's not that i hate my life, i just hate the way it goes

you know, things went... ahh wtv

here we go, you know that "tawaran Hiraa'" thingy

like my latest post said, i'm "DITERIMA"

and you know what my parents promised,

to give me that freaking samsung s3. hell yeah

it won't happen until i past my trial exam for SPM

wattaaaa...

the reason is because my old school, al-amin bangi

suddenly sent this freaking surat telling that 

"anak puan/tuan telah membuat kesalahan."

i guess that's what written, how do i know

and then, baaammm bye bye s3

like you see, my parents never break their promises before

gosh, i am soooo .. i don't know what to say.

i don't know how i feel.

it's like, before this i never thought about getting this stupid s3

but when my parents mentioned about it, it was like fireworks

i was like sooo excited ! you know how it feels, right -..-

sorry no pictures and i really didn't mean to, you know, 

post something sounds like diary. 

it was just, i don't know who to share. nowadays, i seldom

meet my friends.. :( and sorry about some harsh words i used.

i'm not like that, saya budak baik :3 pfft

taylor swift : "this life is difficult, but it's re-real"

babai

NEWS !

 one fine morning, i went outside. 

and found this in my little mailbox.

it's kinda my first surat i received through mailbox. HAHA

and i'm almost sure that it's from Hiraa' Jeram .______. 

let's see what is inside. nightmare kott 

you see ? faham ? 

maksudnya tahun depan no more al-amin lah :'(

tata friends ~

i was like, tak tahu happy ke sedih

memang lah sedih, tapi depan parents buat buat happy

i guess aku happy just because i knew that my mom and dad would be happy

but the whole thing made me sad.

OTP with mami :

me : "Assalamualaikum mi, dah dapat surat dari Hiraa'. k.nani dapat masuk."
mami : "Alhamdulillah."
me : "tapi, yuran dia melampau ah"
mami : "tak pe, demi akhirat HAHA"

OTP with bapak, lebih kurang macam ni conv dia :

me : "Assalamualaikum bapak, guess what. k.nani dapat Hiraa'"
bapak : "wow ! Alhamdulillah, congrats.. so nak hadiah apa ?"

me : "bapak kata S3, hehe" 

bapak : "sure ? tanak tab ? apple boikot ~"
me : *dalam hati* OMG ! WOAH
me : "tak kesah"
bapak : "okay, we'll check the dates"

yeahh, i got presents. my parents were happy.

but, i'm not and i lost all my beloved friends. 

THE WORST IS, KENA DUDUK ASRAMA KOT

anyway, one of my friend said
"kalau nak masa depan, jangan tengok kawan"

*lebih kurang camni kot, tak ingat*

it means, pentingkan masa depan. 

hmm :'(

well, i think it's okay now.

memories could never fade. yey me :>

k babai !

#PrayForGaza

my name is Palestine, 

i have been under occupation since 1967. ( almost 60 years ago )
since then, my people have been killed everyday. 

from unborn children being ripped out of pregnant women, to the elders being dragged

out of their homes, beaten up brutally, knocked down on their knees and lined

up to be killed. mothers lose their children everyday, wives are left widowed

and the children are left to be orphans.

my people live in fear everyday, knowing that any minute,

their front door will be kicked down by Israeli soldiers and will

be shot down one by one. knowing the children, mothers and fathers mat never return home

due to be killed by the Zionist. my children are seen terrorists because

they throw stones at the Zionist's tanks and drones.

the media has made me look like a terrorist state and my people

as the enemy. the media make the Zionist look like the victim. 

the media makes it look okay for an illegal state under the Internationa Law

to take overthe homes of innocents.my name is Palestine. 

i exist, my people exist. and though i don't exist in media's and zionist eyes,

 though i don't exist in maps, i exist in the hearts of million around the world.

you care, you read :) and share

THIS IS LIFE

life is like a jig saw puzzle

you have to complete it to see the full picture

life is like a jig saw puzzle

you can't lose even one piece of it, or else you're not complete

life is like playing chess

you must think wisely to success

life is like playing chess

sometimes you had to sacrifice others to succeed 

kak liya : "hidup ni tak leh la buat ape yang kita suka je"

loving life bukan satu PAKSAAN

but you should love life to show your KESYUKURAN

sometimes life can be tough

but we have to be tougher to fulfill it.

whenever we felt weak, remember Allah is there for you

turn back to "sirata kal mustaqimm" while you can :)

EXPERIENCE

5 Nov.

i had to attend an ujian at hiraa' jeram

it was bloody boring. they don't do much there

all i have to do is hafal.

i successfully hafal 2 pages for 24 hours

and another 1 page for only 1 hour

cool huh :P

to make it short,

time aku kat sana. aku tak nak pindah

like langsung ! langsung tak nak pindah !

but for some reasons when i come back home 

i looked at my parents faces..

rasa macam nak pindah pulak.

http://sphotos-g.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/c0.0.370.370/p403x403/552203_10151114927198341_2040547664_n.jpg

well anyhow, kena tunggu keputusan lah

bulan 12 nanti. tapi diaorang nak amik 65 orang out of 108 je

that's crayyzayy.

and they had choose 55 out of it. so only 10 more left

that's crayyzayyerrr

so, do'a je lah. dok gitu ? haha

only Allah knows what's best for me, and for all of us :)

of course i would miss all the fun.

but sometimes life is about sacrificing. cehh !

*kami AJK PIBG.

haha dapat upah RM1

it was lame. but yet i got a chance to be with my friends again

first time dapat trofi untuk bola jaring. ketiga boleh lah xP

my swag buddiessss

most important

my family :'>

nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk : busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :nani busuk nanibusuknanibusukbang busukbusuk busuk :P

NEW BORN

attention !

the baby is in the house !

introducing. this is my nephew

born on : 23rd oct 2012. 20.34 p.m

name : errr..

umi ngan abi dia tak decide lagi

but somehow i want to call him Adam :)

sebab time dalam perut lagi kiteorang semua panggil Adam

tapi bila keluar abi dia tak nak pulak

selalunya kalau baby umur camni aku tak berapa kesah

but this time aku rase cam budak ni comel gila nak mati !

congrats Adam, you've won my attention

abang Wan : nani, handsome tak. *pointing at the baby

me : mesti ah. handsome gila... kalah bapak

haha

nati bila dia besar dia akan panggil aku

"umi Nani" haha

umi

umi Rah

umi Liya

abi Pan .. this one is a little bit weird. 

so we're still figuring it out

"abi Pan" hahahahahahaha !

p.s : HEISSOCUTEIAMGOINGTODIE !

k babai !

DUA PILIHAN

hari tu outing pergi mines. 

dah habes exam kannn...

would miss this moment. at first i didn't really appreciate it

cause i thought there would be more plenty of time to be with them.

*makan KFC woot woot

DUA PILIHAN ?

yess.. balik rumah dari sekolah, mak kata 

"mami nak masuk kan awak kat hiraa jeram tahun depan."

then i was like speechless, belum sempat mak aku nak explain

aku dah straight to my bedroom. i locked myself in the room til dinner.

tak tahu lah kenapa aku emo sangat

then malam tu semua buat baik ngan aku. haha

pastu sebelum tidur, ayah aku kata 

"kalau awak masuk jeram, bapak bagi phone baru. samsung S3. nak ?"

i was astonished of course.

but i kept silence. dalam hati, "MANA ACI !! "

esok pon mak aku kata 

"kalau awak masuk hiraa kita pergi umrah sekali lagi

pastu pergi travel lagi without tengok awak punya result PMR."

oh god, this is worse than i thought

*miss divas. lots of love

so aku ade dua pilihan sekarang

1 - pindah sekolah, duduk asrama. jadi tahfiz. tinggal semua kawan.

dapat s3. dapat pergi jalan2, pergi umrah

2 - stay je. mak bapak sedih. dapat kawan. tak dapat pape

i asked my sisters, then they were like.

"woah ! no 1 laa !"

i asked my friends and the opposite thing happened.

"kalau anti tanye kiteorang mestilah kiteorang nak anti stay."

aww :')

  

well, ape ape pon mak aku dah daftar. tunggu tawaran je. 

kalau ade tempat aku masuk. kalau tak aku stay.

well, anyways i would miss you guys. all the moments we had

thanks for being my friends. thanks for being with me

don't forget my family. i would miss them too

tapi at least bila balik asrama still boleh jumpa

kay babai !

FREEDOM

Assalamualaikum, hi.

seriously long time no updating.

and i guess we ALL know why. PMR lah !

i know you all miss me =w=

but, guess what. i'm now FREEEEEEEEEEEE !

you know what "FREEDOM" means ?

it means.. no more bringing IC to school and forced to exposed it.

haha no lahh. it means we can be stuupiiiiddd. throw all your books away !

one more, aku tak perlulah duduk depan sekali dalam dewan nanti.

Afif Amnani Abu Fitri

angka giliran : BD556N001

shocking isn't it ?

*tak terkejut ponnnnnnn. 

before this, kami semua stress. ye ke stress ? stress la jugak.

and this is how we release our cute little stress es. eww -..-

REDBULL also helps :)

BEFORE PMR

AFTER PMR

eh eh sukanya. siap ade corakcorak lagi.

this is all from me. til now. wait for more

macam iklan TV pulak bunyinya -..-

k babai !

OLD PAL

huhhhh... it's good to have you back,... old pal.

i miss you. i love you !

so,... sebenarnye aku tak boleh bukak internet coz of the PMR.

curse you PMR. you owe me ONE FREAKING BORING YEAR !

hari ni, aku dapat gune internet ni.. sbb i begged my mom.

since, i was... i guess it could be called a grounded.

ok,... since i was grounded, til today...

banyak sangat bende2 jadi...

sweet moment, lol moment,... eww moment.. sad momment etc. 

tak tahu da moment ape lagi yang ade. xP

such as... ade kelab kelas.

pegi singapore. pegi KDU debate. kene marah ngan mlmh math 

sbb tido dlm kelas.. debate, first time 3rd speaker suck.

kakak pregnant *u* dapat baju baru.  

hari tu aku ade pegi dgr satu talk kat mane ntah..

tajuk talk tu : KONFLIK BERDARAH SYRIA.

so,... this is also one of the reason mak aku bagi gune laptop ni.

mak aku kate :

"post laa pasal syria kat dlm blog awak tu"

hmm... about syria.

syria ni negara arab. yang mana leader dye jahat. ceyhh..

jahat dye, jahat sgt. dye paksa rakyat dye sembah dye.

jangan sembah tuhan (ALLAH) jadi, dye tulis kat sume dinding 

"asad (nama dye) sepatutnya menggantikan tempat ALLAH"

ishhh..ishh..ishhh... -_____- teruk betul.

kalo tak sembah dye, dye sembelih. sebelum tu dye seksa

so, it's like... a fight between the leader and the citizens.

in a same country they use to live in.

well, if you care about ISLAM, do visit this site :

www.facebook.com/syria.care

lagi,... what else i got....

haaaa ! hari tu gi shopping. mak aku nak belikan kasut

untuk aku. coz, i only got sneakers.. so, kalo nak gi wedding,

tak de kasut yang sesuai =='

mak aku pon suruh pilih. pastu aku gi sneakers lagi.

seriously, kasut "girly2" tu buruk ahhh...

tapi, mak aku kate.. "no ! i want to buy the real girl-ish one for u"

-__________- wtv mummy.. hahaha. jk

then, i found one. POLO ! lawa nak mati... mak aku pon kate, "ok, accepted"

yey ! ... tibe kat counter nak bayar tu.. mak aku kate.. 

"eh, awak akan pakai kasut ni, time wedding je kann.. ? 

why do u need a very expensive one ? tak yah la.. kte cari yang laen."

OMYGOD !!!!!! why mummy, why ? :'(

last skali beli yang rm50 lebih je... =3= jenama ape ntah. 

ye laa, bukan nye kaya sgt nak beli bende mahal2 nie !

pape je laaa... ape laa.. kasut je ponnnn ! 

hari tu,... time cuti tu.. aku gi singapore. saje nak maen2

kat universal studio.

tapi kan.. bile sampai sane,.. sebijik gile ngan yang aku dah pegi kat australia

mak aku kate memang laa sbb orang yang buat tu same... 

 ramai gile orang. kteorang makan nachos, smoothies.... macam2 ada ~

but, still. whatever happened, i still miss KDU DEBATE !

best thing ever happened !

kayyy, babai ! 

 tak tahu laa bile lagi boleh bukak internet ni.

DEBATE xD

last KHAMIS, i went to

NATIONAL NOVICE DEBATE CHAMPIONSHIP 2012

as an observer ><

at UiTM Shah Alam..

it was GREAT !

pagi2 dtg sekolah,.. pastu, naek van.

aku baru dapat surat tu, time nak habes skolah hari RABU tu..

so, balik tu aku pon trus call mak aku ckap...

me : mami, busy ke ?

mami : nope. i'm on the ferry. (to pulau pangkor)

me : ouh.. ni, esok i HAVE to go to UiTM shah alam.. xP

utk debate. k.nani jadi observer.

mami : what time ?

me : 8.00 pagi - 6.00 petang

mami : what ? that means u skip school ?

me : ughhhhhhhhh.. yes. kott

mami : alaaa.. teroknye. tak de orang laen ke ?

me : k.nani terpilih !

mami : hmm.. ok laa.. bawak fon. blablablabla..

but, mualimah said...

"kalau ade transport, pergi la"

so, i was "kerunsingan"

i really hope transport ade.. i wanna gooo !

I WANNA SKIP CLASSES !!! x)

last skali ... AKU PERGI ! muat je van tu =3=

sebelom pergi tu,.. 

aku kene dengar pesanan dari teman seperjuangan dulu -..-'

yana : jaga pandangan. kat sane ramai yang hensem >< 

(through fon)

husna : jaga diri elok2. kat sane ramai lelaki na ~~~

k.hana : blablabla.. observer dulu, nanti jadi hebat. blablabla...

and many more.. even i can't remember ;)

kat sane ramai sgt orang

MANCHESTER UNITED ! <3

oppps ! haha.. PMR nanie.. PMR !!!!

'ufairah found hers ;3

kayyy.. abaikan yang last skali tu.

babai !

p.s : tak de gambar. tunggu insyirah upload.

CHILDHOOD MEMORY

yana selalu tanye :

"kalau anti boleh putar masa, anti nak putar kat mane ? "

kalau aku ,.. aku nak pegi kat zaman mase aku kecik dulu .

nak sangat ! mase kecik sangat BEST !

setiap manusia akan rase time dye kecik la time yang paling best ...

aku tahu sebab aku pon manusia . ttbe xD

kalau mase kecik dulu, selalu gi "mane2".

tak yah nak fikir pasal sekolah.. pasal PMR ><

tempat yang kteorg selalu ulang aliknye..

DUBAI ! sebab ayah aku kerja kat sana.

kerja kat sudan sbnrnye. tapi, dubai ngan sudan kan dekat.

gitu laa.. aku pon tak ingt dahh

lepas 5 tahun ayah aku kerja sudan,.. kteorg pon pegi la pindah sane..

tapi, duduk sane 1 tahun je laa..

ni kat istanbul. hari tu aku penah mintak kat mak aku,

"mi, nak gi istanbul lagi"

mak aku kate,... kat sane dah kene bom. ramai dah mati. o.O

kalau pegi time kecik je.. skrg dah tak ingt laa.. =3=

aku pegi mane2 pon tak ingat. harapkan album lame2 je.

hari tu, cikgu tanye,.. spe penah pegi DUBAI ?

aku tak angkat tgn. sbb kalau aku angkat

nanti cikgu tanye, kat sane.. ade ni tak.. ade tu tak...?

aku takkan tahu nak jawab ape.. T^T

kalo tegok gambar2 ni, 

i get jealous with myself.

aku rase cm nak masuk dalam gambar2 tu .

DORAEMON.. tolong saye !

sekarang ni, ayah aku je pegi 

happy maen2 kat overseas. kadang2 bawak mak aku.

aku duk umah sorang2,.. study -..-'

untunglaa ~

kayy, babai !

hope enjoy reading my childhood memories.

i believe yours was much interesting ;)

KANAN LURUS !

lame tak update .

lame ke ? lame la jugak.

semalam semalam 'ufairah, diha, yana, fana

duduk + tido umah aku

malam tu 'ufairah buat post kann ? bace kann ?

yang bawah nie.. spe tak bace, bace sekarang ! x)

sekarang aku dah suke tumblr-ing.

dulu ade tumblr jugak.. tapi, aku tak bukak sgt.

sekarang dah buat baru.

http://www.nanidotmu.tumblr.com

it's all about photography =w=

"kanan lurus" (?)

ari selasa tu aku bagi arahan. mase KRS =='

k.aqilah nak try test suara kteorg.

so, kene bagi arahan dari jarak yang jauh :>

aku pon, ape lagi..... jerit ahhh.. lol 

mcm taik je.. :P

sume orang gelak je. dyeorg tak buat pon.

dah la aku kene hadap panas. malunyewwwww ~

tapi, aku buat dyeorg happy, aku dapat pahala.

boleh pulak -..-'''

pastu, minggu ni batch kakak aku dr sekolah al-amin kemaman

datang sekolah.. pagi tu yang pompuan dtg umah aku.

ramai orang kat sekolah -___-

kayy, babai !