DUTY IS TO MY HEART

Hellooooo

Allah put us in life not so that we can chill and just playing around

Life is not about always getting what we want

Sometimes in getting something, we must achieve it first

And before achieving, we have to go through some tests

Some valuable tests given from Allah so that He can give us His biggest reward soon. That is Jannah. InsyaAllah

But it doesn't mean we have to be serious in every breath we take

That will be our matured and educated minds' job to think when is the best moments to have fun and when is to focus

Sometimes after  some hard works done we have to relax and put aside our problems

So that our life won't be such a mess

''If we always do what we always did,

We will get what we always got.''

-albert-

''Tanggungjawab yang kita ada lebih

Banyak dari masa yang kita ada.''

-hassan al-banna-

Never forget to always confess only to Him

Bc clearly He's the best councillor

Babaiiiiii

2013

helloooo..

*mind the background*

what 2013 really taught me

is to be a cooler kid. haha

and i think i'm matured enough to understand what my parents have done

just to see my sisters, brother and me success. they worked really hard tho.

i was too stupid to realize that earlier .-.

"kalau tak cukup bapak kerja lagi. 

bapak cari rezeki sebab korang je" : bapak

and as a matured and cool daughter, that's me, must do anything

that would make my mom and dad happy.

me : "mami yakin dok k.nani boleh khatam tahun depan ?"

mami : "adik hok dok masuk lagi tahfiz tu pun mami yakin, ni pulok awok."

okay that convinced me, but still i'm scared.

fyi i have to finish the other half of the Quran

and the wise one always says that 

"bukan mudah nak khatam. banyak ujian."

#PrayForNani

i'm so glad that i still got the chance to meet 'Ufairah

you know since we're soooo far apart. 

but this distance makes me love this friendship even more

i sound cheeky but yeah it sincerely comes from my heart

it's true that 

"you'll appreciate things when you lose them"

all of my friends will be sitting for SPM

the biggest yet most annoying exam haha.

all i can say is GOOD LUCK. this is the last year of school for you guys. 

so, all the best. i'm sure they'll do their best

what i'm afraid is that once they all finish SPM-ing,

i'll be all alone. i mean, i'm in maahad remember

after next year, which is tomorrow, i'm still in school

i'll be the oldest in class. that is just weird

i just can't imagine how the class is going to be.

i'll be the only 97's

...

let's just don't think about that now.

i got good news too

i'll be moving to a bigger house :3 in march maybe

my eldest sister will be an english teacher at al-amin bangi

teaching my friends. form 5 sss

which means there's someone to look after my mom when the others are at asrama

and of course amir, my nephew, will be there too

that would make everybody happy.

and lastly

dear 2014, please be nice to all of us.

dear 2013, goodbye. thank you for the moments we spent together.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

REHLAH OHANA4TEEN

 Bismillah

We celebrate December with great joy

First dec : we gathered and had sleepover at homestay tropika

Well, we had always dream of having a house of ohana. Only ohana

Haha and we  finally succeeded. Just sad that not all ohanassss attended 

That very evening we played one of games in korean show called, Running Man. I guess everyone in this whole wild world already familiar with ths show bc i knew. But then i never watch it

Well, move on.. that night, as usual Diha cooked dinner for us

That night we slept at two in the morning

And woke up at 3.30 also in the MORNING

yeah freaking tired mann

Then bus arrived at 4 and we're off to Broga Hills !!!

We hike like nobody's business

And that what makes us awesome

And this is how broga looks like

Unfortunately we missed sunrise. 

This is the face when someone said,

''Nani, jom naik atas lagi.''

And is was like, ''say whaaaaa..''

But i actually i really wanted to be at the puncak

But what can i do

I got back pain problem

My spine doesn't really work like it was supposed to

But then i did my best :)

And that's it.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee

WHAT'S HARD TO FIND

a true friend is when they know our secrets and they kept it remain silent

a true friend is when we tease each other and they don't really take it seriously

a true friend is when we said, "okay je. tak kesah pun"

and they'll go, "ahh tak de, ana tahu anti kesah sebenarnya."

then together we solve the problem

a true friend is when they recite do'a rabithah, they'll think of us :')

Allahumma innaka ta'lam annahazhihil quluub

MY USRAH

*we're missing someone*

Qurratu Aini Zulkifli

true story, this is what they say quality punya usrah lah

not that i'm comparing with my other usrah

but i guess it's because we're all grown up

and can act matured

so it's like we already understand what the do's and don'ts 

and what's must and must'n 

from here, we know what we really are

what we live for

who we need and who needs us

we know that by doing good deeds no matter to who, no matter how small

the deeds are, we'll be repaid

we know which way is right and which is wrong

InsyaAllah

so, thank you to

my naqibah, Mualimah Noridah Seman, for being such an awesome murabbi

Alifah Hanin Pozlan, a very discipline leader

and others for being a great supporter.

thank you :>